The Darkness ep.1

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Hey you! If you are reading this, you are probably facing death or someone has died so that you can read this. 
Its so dark in here, I dont remember anything. Last time I was collecting plateau tea on anatolia. I was 12-13 years old. Then a lot of other things happened. I am at least 20-25 years old. I have no idea what's going on, something happened but what? God what happened to me? 

voices are coming. Im afraid. There is a river with some fish in it.
 

I heard human voices. They were saying "Du mut se beholten" or something like that. I guess they are Germans, I wish I had listened to those damn German lessons. But I didnt understand what they were doing here. There is a lot of pressure on me. I guess I'm underground. How did I get here? Its like my memory has been erased but how , ı am getting crazy.


Armed people came nearby. I saw them. They are definitely German. They were blonde, blue eyed and well built. I think they were looking for someone. I didnt want to be seen by them because they were extremely angry. They probably want to kill or capture me.

Oh my God, they lined up missiles here. It's so scary I don't know what should ı do .


I started to remember something. Yes, there was an armed raid on my father's funeral, but I still dont remember much. I have to push myself to remember.


The soldiers could almost see me. They passed near me while I was sleeping but they didnt notice because it was dark. I think I need to hide better. and I have definitely seen one of them before. A few weeks before my father's death, my father invited them to dinner, but I went to sleep early and did not listen to them. Oh my stone head. How stupid I am.