Rp Christmas Scene

      2/24/24 | This has been unarchived, I hope you like it, It was originally released on the 27th of December, 2 days after Christmas. I originally archived it due to some drama which had resulted from it, it didn't matter much then, but it was enough to make me just try to erase it. I decided to include a little talk about drama in the community to meet the character limit, but also because it had been on my mind. At that time, I had been receiving rude comments, been engulfed in a lot of drama due to wars, and was mad at quite a few people. Simply put, I was mad, I didn't get what I wanted, and it didn't seem fair, there seemed like there was a double standard, it felt like people hated and avoided me for no reason; However, it really didn't matter, and when I posted the talk, It was barely about that, it was about something which I tried to make more palatable, so as to avoid less drama, but it just made it confusing, out of place awkward, ingenuine, and to include it in the bulletin was a mistake. So I got a comment about it, I didn't like it, I had a breakdown, I archived the bulletin, but hey, I suffered in silence. On one hand, I still feel like what happened was obvious crap, and I think that people chose to just go with it just based off of what they wanted to hear, their allegiances, and it all felt so fake to me, I felt like so many relationships in this community are just fake.

      But the other part of me, realized that, even if I was right, it really didn't matter, people are going to meat ride, people are going to disagree, people are going to be selfish; Even more so, I should've tried to just be nice to everyone, show people I can disagree but still be a good friend, and I think for a while that's where I failed. Unfortunately, my worse half got the better of me again, and made a rant, an egotistical me-centric rant about how RP is going to die because of some stupid hegemonies by people who, honestly aren't as invested as I am, and actually touch grass once in a while; Instead of realizing the real problem, the problem wasn't that I didn't control everything, the problem was that everyone, including myself, was being so selfish and caring so much about so little. I could talk about how people did this so much worse than I did, but it doesn't matter, I need to change, and so I will try. Though, I will give myself one shroud of self-defense, that being that, I care a whole awful lot about this game and this community, but I am lazy, I am a no-life, I have been trying to improve, working out and such, but ultimately I care so much but I'm so often demotivated and lazy so I try to be relevant without putting in any of the work.
      I'm leaving this here, so, if someone cares enough to find it, someone that who, if they care enough, likely cares a lot about this community, can know what not to do, at least take away to try and be nice.

       Thankyou for reading, enjoy the artwork.

We Wish You a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year!