Dauchh Palkian General Election Live Video/ A Rant about why I am on the verge of leaving GENDT but probably wont and voiding everyone

ill finish this later (this rant will be deleted and Ill finish the actual election bulletin asjdihjkaodfsk)

https://streamable.com/n5fh3a 

boom, there

SIKE CLICKBAIT ALERT!@

so this was supposed to be just a bulletin I felt I had to make because its about the election, wow1111!!11!

unfortunately, this ****storm called P&W roleplay decided to ruin my entire week.

So now this is a rant bulletin/my 10th bulletin about why Im demotivated but still wont leave RP 

I'm going to leave the situation from here on out, I feel like im having mood swings but with P&W roleplay, this is unhealthy.

I dont get how you guys are able to deal with this for so long, P&W roleplay feels like twitter now, a bunch of people just keep managing to go to war after war starting drama after drama and somehow leave it all behind like nothing happened and they didn't just spend 15 hours arguing. 

(mostly RoDevs and Gouryou) 

I know most people aren't actually like this and just trying to navigate this war thing while making their own content, but the majority of people I've interacted with about this, that's how I seem them.

There are just people who care... WAY TOO MUCH... mostly Bruhsam Zenteka and RoDevs, although Zenteka and Bruhsam have chilled

like, wow, JI sunk a UPJ cruiser, which is an act of aggression? OMG REALLY its almost like 5 other people aren't telling me the same thing. Please keep this in mind, you are not the main character, other people have different opinions than you about something, these people may think something was justified etc, it would be a different story if your guy did the same thing.

Yall have been bs-ing about how GENDT is imperialist scumbag UN peacekeeper, when you attack our allies and call us out for not doing stuff, you are just actively encouraging it.

So then we have the three "GENDT warmongerers" Japan, Dominion of Cascadia, and Deckerton

1. I already partially addressed it partially but here it is nice and sweet

you are not the main character, GENDT believes UPJ is an insurgency group of Japan, and Asian Coalition/GW believes UPJ is the rightful owner of Japan

Here Bruhsam says, "UPJ is older, we recognize UPJ, you said you thought UPJ was insurgent, you are the aggressor and pulling shenanigans by trying to peace, you all think you are above everyone else"

This is completely one sided thinking and it doesn't help, as for the claims that I am pulling shenanigans by saying UPJ is an insurgent and then trying to peace, I am simply saying GENDT's opinion, the peace offer is trying to understand both, I am not going to just give into your opinion.

I have been using I and we (GENDT) kind of interchangeably, I will address this a bit further

The reason I don't want a war is because I know how this will end, Its going to be a mess where either side can't admit defeat or everyone gets mad at each other's rp. Besides, its completely unfair just to say, "ok our side wins, so now we are the rightful owners of Japan." 

I think I might have supported this before, but the idea that one nation owns anything and nobody else can have it in rp is s*t, like I said you aren't the main character, you need to realize nobody will care in the long run. Even with CoV (commonwealth of Virgin-ia) I never invaded them or started discord arguments about how it is mine, because nobody will care, its not worth my time, and its just a s*ty move.

Also people have life outside of P&W, I know its hard to believe, I have met people with well paying jobs and people who are married on this site, people who go to school and college everyday (like me and probably you too), I can't afford my physical health and sanity over who owns the pixels on the pnw map.

2. D.O.C

This is slightly a fault on my part but ultimately it is irrelevant. I should've warned D.O.C they would have been kicked if they went to war with GW, that being said, sometimes we might have valid CBs 

I will go more in depth on this when talking about GENDT

3. Deckerton, same thing as D.O.C really, although I never payed much attention to it.

Now going more into depth about my opinions on the state of RP and War, I think we need to get rid of the dice roll system, 

this is how I imagine it, someone will have 20 million soldiers, use the dice roll and say since they just have so much more army than everyone else, give them a 5.5 million gigabillion boost in points. 

The point of it is to stop things from being unfair and people getting mad but its just made things worse, we should've done what I recommended from the beginning, JUST TELL PEOPLE WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO DO DAMN IT!

People think that rp wars you will see who will win a war, its unexpected, you don't know what will happen next. Unfortunately this doesn't work because people will always disagree, and people will always want to win.

its either you accept defeats and allow other people to direct your rp, you always win and people just let you, or you just GTFO and avoid the conflict altogether because its not going to work out.

Theres a reason strategy games exist, this is where you should go for your domination fetishes.

Then we have alliances, which is the reason for my suffering. I love GENDT and founded it but unfortunately Luna gets invaded every 0.69 seconds, so if we just want to live in peace, everyone else is yelling at me and GENDT to make a decision, to help Luna or to not.

The problem is, is that I don't want to deal with your wars people, just leave us the frick alone, I don't know if Luna wants to deal with these wars but judging how she kind of just lets it happen I assume she likes being dominated or just war in general. 

Im just going to say it, Im not in the mood to fight, I just want to roleplay Dauchh Palki, undisturbed, and with like minded nations. Don't like that? than you can leave, heck maybe I should leave GENDT because I have been making all the decisions, have had to balance all of you guys and my real life duties. 

Maybe try to understand sometimes people don't want to be involved in a million wars, and maybe they just dont want to go to war at all for their own (maybe selfish) reasons. I know La Punto and Canada dont like wars, so thats why they are my closest allies, we are also allies and we have fun talking, oh wow your halfway down to ALLIES THIS WAY road. Unfortunately I don't know how everyone else feels, but I also dont want to seem like a boss telling everyone, "NO WARS, NO THIS, JUST DONT HAVE FUN AND DO WHAT I WANT" thats how I feel right now.

when GENDT started we would just talk about, ooh you made this map, or ooh we can talk about this, now its just GOURYOU DID THIS, SOMEONE DID THAT, over and over. 

I just want to be disconnected from this s*tstorm of roleplay, please and thankyou have a nice day.

for those not ready allat

TLDR: YOU AREN'T IMPORTANT, STOP SAYING YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN OTHERS, STOP TREATING RP WAR LIKE ITS YOUR DOMINATION FETISH